Should I Stay or Should I Go?

I am being faced with two opposing situations. Situations that are both brought about by the crisis that is gradually being felt. What I really want is to be able to stay and live with all my children and spend my days playing with them, rearing them, teaching them about how to live and get along with this life and let them feel my paternal love and care. However, tough times are slowly being felt. My businesses are now gradually slowing down. Old customers are now holding on to their hard earned money unlike before and of course, it's not only me who's experiencing this but the rest of my household as well.

Now, it came to my mind to go and try to earn overseas. There are still other countries who are not affected by this crisis and I want to beef up my capitals to be able to put up some buffer business that would have a strategic effect on my kid's livelihood and future.

But since they are just living with me and in this moment that I am the only parent that they physically have, I am quite half-baked in my desire to go overseas and re-pursue a career that was long put into retirement just to be able to prepare for what else is ahead with this crisis.

I just wish that I would be guided by the Almighty to come up with this decision. I hope that sooner I could then decide if I Should Stay or I Should Go...